Sunday, March 4, 2018


I am so very sorry for not posting sooner. 
I realize I should have posted a note at least but sometimes in life you just reach a limit. And for me, that's what happened a couple of months ago.
I knew that if I were to log in here, I would probably have deleted my blog altogether so I stayed away because I know many of you still read and reread these stories and find enjoyment in them.
Thank you seriously for all the messages so many of you left asking about my whereabouts and updates. I am sorry it couldn't be sooner, but something very, very upsetting occurred.
I won't get into the details, but to sum it up, someone I thought was a friend of mine spread this blog to our mutual circle of friends and even to my work colleagues.
A real A.J. type of character for those who've read Secret Passion.
What hurt me--and deeply so--wasn't so much that she told someone about my blog (I'm proud of everything I've written and stand by it 100%) but I was really gutted that someone I considered a very close friend would maliciously act this way.
I am obviously no longer in contact with this person and have moved on, but everything that happened really impacted my love for writing.
I wish it hadn't, but you can't force yourself to write when your heart's just not in it.
Like I said, this was months ago and I'm in a much better place now writing-wise.
I've been writing a bit every couple of days.
I believe Secret Passion is my only incomplete story currently. I know readers of that must want the conclusion and I totally get that. I wish I could tell you when you'll get an update from me, but I honestly don't know quite yet. I have every intention of finishing it though and writing more in the future.
Thank you all for your continued support over the years.
You are the reason I logged in today after so long.

Monday, May 29, 2017

Note about Updates

Hi everyone,
I'm almost afraid to click on the comment thread because I can just imagine it must be all 'update update update!' With good reason, I know.
Writing this quick note because I don't want anyone to worry. I have all intentions of updating soon but as some of you are aware, I'm in the process of moving and it's very difficult to find time surrounded in boxes and chaos...
Just know, I will post the continuation to SP soon as I can.

Monday, April 24, 2017

Next Secret Passion Episode Now Up!

Hi everyone,
So judging by the comments and view counts over the past couple of days (yes I keep a close eye on them lol) plus the sorta-kinda cliff hanger ending last time, I think it's more than time for an SP episode :)

Thank you for all your wonderful, thoughtful feedback *hugs*
You all keep me sooo motivated to make SP the best it can be.
Those wondering about other stories I've written like FL and DH, please see my comments on my last post below. I answered best as I can and more updates will be coming soon.
Special shout out to Lahana. I hope you're enjoying your new phone and the fact that the first thing you did after getting it was to type in this blog's address and leave me a comment because you never could before... well, you made me speechless and really made my day *hugs*

Before I post the link to the extra long update, word of fair warning about Secret Passion--this chapter in particular. I know most of you are regular readers and know this already by now, but I want to reiterate that from the start this one has been a mature, increasingly dark story.
It is not meant to be light and romcomy like Baby Hold On. Trust me, this is tough stuff for me to write and probably for you all to read as well sometimes but as in life, there's darkness but always a glimmer of light... eventually. Please be forewarned that this story is not just about romance and passion, there is violence, language, tragedy and aspects of horror.

That being said, I think there's something sad and beautiful about this story and how far these characters have come from Episode 1. Hope you stick with SP till the end and after that too :)

Happy reading!

LINK TO UPDATE: Episode 41 Death & Loss


Thursday, March 30, 2017

Secret Passion Episode 40 Posted!

After months of planning, plotting, typing (lots of typing, the first draft of this chapter got deleted grr) here is: 

If Secret Passion would have a season finale this would definitely be it.
 But there will be more episodes no worries:) Judging by the outline, I would guess somewhere around 15 episodes left.

Thank you all for your continued support. Some of you have really surprised me with your theories, guesses and the clues you've uncovered and pieced together.
You will find Episode 40 reveals much of what you've waited for. So start scrolling and look for the picture below. It signals Epi 40.

Also to answer some questions I get pretty consistently:
1. About update schedule: I do my best, but it gets erratic with work and the other story I'm working on. I will not leave you all hanging though with an unfinished story. Promise.
2. About DH, FL, Shameless etc: they are under editing and revisions. I hope to publish them for those who want to read them because that's the only way I'm comfortable sharing them after all the previous incidents of copying and what not. It's a ton of work but there is progress ongoing for those interested. I will keep you posted.
3. Twitter: no, I'm basically only on here, FB and IF, though I rarely log onto those latter two sites. Best way to reach me is here in the comments section. I read each one and I know many of the familiar names by now:) 
*hugs to the most loyal, amazing, and understanding group of readers I know*
4. Comments--Trust me, you all really humble and encourage me every time I post. I hope this one lives up to expectations too! Mwaa!

Speaking of comments: please leave all comments on this post directly or here!

Happy reading,

ps. special shout out to Pari KC. I can't believe you read Secret Passion 9 am to 2 am for four days straight :O You've made me speechless, which is hard to do as many people here and elsewhere would happily tell you:) Hope you enjoy Epi 40 and the remainder of SP.